a record of love
etched in data forever
never let me go
ripples in waves.
i look at the water,
and see someone new.
in the absence of
love, hatred tears at the heart.
keep safe. i love you.
swaddled in blankets
smoking my lucky tonight
hope to breathe you in
sweet chill in the air
broken glass under our feet
i hope we can change
as dirt turns to mud,
cold wet slime seeping through soles,
i keep it pushing.
as the frost creeps in,
we huddle even closer.
keep me warm, my love.
my first haiku is gone.
nevertheless i relish in memories of such
friends in the new year
6 years have gone by
"i miss being best friends with you"
what do i even say?
coughed like dad today
chest tightens upon reflection
i hack up the sins
i can't stop finding
new holes in old jackets
they'll tear in half soon
And I don’t wanna fuck a thick bitch
Xbox, Skate 3, kickflips bitch
Like ohtani hit and pitch bitch
Don’t test me cuz you know I’ll up the switch bitch
XXXXXXX i love you, never seen a future more bright
Let your heart illuminate the path, and guide you at night
See something you love? never let it out of your sight
If you Have a goal or ambition? never give up that fight
Between you and me you’re stronger than you might
Seem to hold something deeper within
All these drinks we been partaking in you’re no stranger to sin
I love and hold you like my nearest of kin
You make me want to be all the things that I’ve never been
ears ringing so hard
fingers bleeding super hard
my dick kinda too
i’d be yours forever
mascara runs when you cry
i’d run to please you.
motivation
is what i lack
there is slack
in my Mack
to lil ugly mane
i apologize
this cursed school
uses me to sodomize
“i have friends everywhere.”
something i’ve believed, but not
truly understood.
sighs welling in chests
new dawns bring new breath to me
wait for me sweet thing
XXXXX you’re tiny
in your profile picture
under my haiku
XXXX i love you so
do not fret little angel
i will come back soon
slaved away to them
the rope pulling me ahead
i see me standing
why are you not here with me
why did you leave me
we put avk on the news like they vermin
ak to the neck, louis ck leave him squirtin
drinking to wear myself down
all i want is to chat together..
how is everyone’s night going
you got my name tatted?
bitch you just one of my hoes
you got my name tatted?
bitch I don’t like when you get close
like who told you to get that?
(not me, not me)
who told you to get that?
(not me, not me)
i wouldn’t co-sign a chopped tat
ecstasy shifts minds
pleasure turns to carnal sin
the mirror seems tame
stars went way beyond
does my blood taste like iron
my arms float through you
the bells ring empty
white smoke billows from the stack
we keep our eyes down
fire spreading across
i sit patiently waiting
soon it will reach me
bugs swarming around
i don’t bother swatting them
soon they will leave too
the end is coming
fire dancing on my skin
damn mosquito bite
i’ve lost the mandate
of heaven and i’m not sure
how to get it back
a crack in the sky
rivers start to become dams
i’ll just mow my lawn
an immense burden
settles on my heaving chest
and warns of a storm
it’s five seven five
repeating a million times
read between the lines
our silly poems get
us in trouble with poets
that care way too much
i lay down in bed
cds and discharge papers
a record of mistakes
thoughts like to wage war
battles not won, only slow
but I will try rest
older than space rings
the Appalachian Mountains
the home of good folk
i need my nausea meds
or i’ll throw up on myself
they told me keep cooler heads
but i still ain’t yet prevailed
but it’s cool i’ll do it all again
in a couple months or so
smoking just like my old man
and ruining your show
though my heart doth tear,
in twain it lie dead,
a maiden so far,
can lift it like bread.
if i have found them,
i simply can’t know.
but won’t my heart rend
if we are not whole?
if we are not whole,
i’ve found another.
i have paid the toll,
my dreams been smothered.
40 to the teeth,
i drink to forget.
mixing drink with weed,
i can feel skin sweat.
bottom of bottles.
a whistle rings out.
wet lips do coddle,
what dry lips can’t shout.
i yearn for much more,
i have paid my dues.
a knock at the door,
marks seven more blues.
but I’m still alive,
that’s all you can ask.
i can’t safely drive,
his foot’s on the gas.
i adore my pals
i adore my pals so much
i adore my pals
loud music hurts ears
but some music pains me less
the music of love
they didn’t id me
i drank way too much tonight
i miss XXXXX lots
i see the texture
of a motor home table
i have never seen
sink into cushions
swallowed whole by the fabric
never want to go
(author's note: this haiku is about impregnating the washer because your jeans had spunk on em)
left my room at noon
a cotton cluster takes form
washed all the spunk off
i weep on the couch
the loneliest time of day
all i seem to have
something isn’t right
nights and days gone by too soon
we all miss our XXXX
little rosy cheeks
adorable and so cute!
awwww, awww, that’s my XXXX
XXXX is in the chat
lurking, waiting, reading, yes
i see his picture
jerk me off tonight
i need sweet release my friend
emotions i lack
that haiku was gross
dafuq you talkin bout brah
freaked tf out
twin im dead as fuck🤣🤣
fein fein fein fein fein fein fein
jerk me off tonight
i hold love with fists
but it leaves when it chooses to
hands unclenched tonight
deserve better from all
especially wichita
witchitalkin all that mess!!
robotic murmurs
going berserk in this wake
taking over me
sentient life overcomes
what is left after
pieces of my soul scattered
who was i before
are friends good for me
lessons coming right and left
throwing them right up
am I doing right
where am I supposed to go
please someone help me
feelings seem fragile
i clawed my way out this hole
i’ll do it again
can’t do anything right
nothing goes as planned these days
i can’t seem to heal
i’m scared of so much,
a blind man taps my shoulder
and reminds me of a death i haven’t lived
a dead man cuts my head off
in order to add another one
to his collection
am i out of place
or am i not fitting in
where do i belong
this world feels disconnected
i’m not even real
at times i feel small
in favor of a few bits
why am i so strange?
i am quite frightened
by how easy it would be
to kill myself now
god’s wasted in the bathtub
and his wife’s picking up the drink
little jesus stirs in the belly
of an unknowing, uncaring shrink
little jesus has it hard
but he knows someone cares
because if they didn’t
he couldn’t hear any prayers
the smoke looks the same
but i feel so far tonight
will be drunk again soon
under the same stars
the moon smiles upon us
though it is cloudy
one night for our love
i save strength for his return
and life he brings back
goodbye isn’t for me
i’m good for remembering
can’t wait for full place
XXXXXXX my love, gone
what shall i do without him?
ten days is too long
i’m always moving
soil crumbles around my roots
dawn of a new day
swisher to the face
sip wock in my new rocks bitch
you can’t be this cool
good night and good morn
i love you so much XXXXXXX
my bby 4ev
quit bud for more carts
regressing back to eighth grade
no, nothing changes
real nice evening
and now the morning time too
i’m glad it’s with you
my main grinder broke
went back to high-school grinder
do things really change ?
zippo reliable
a flame that shines bright often
even wind can’t blow
may romance find me
for walks and awkward silence
someone who understands
wedding with the old me
she would’ve cried like a bitch
can’t go out like that
laying on the ground
broke as fuck
but smiles are free
the cigarette falls from my lips
and sparks across the ground
a dance you wouldn’t know anything about
i can’t hear you over the band
and i don’t care anymore
my feet kick and my arms break
rejection stings now
happiness can be found though
is that simply lies?
gods drunk on a Wednesday
fentanyl in the bathtub
rockstars die early
drunk and alone now
but i’m not really alone
i know i am loved
no fortune in my cookie
the future feels awfully bleak after this
how am i to proceed
last night in galway
big ole pizza and a pint
damn it’s a good night
i love being perceived
my friend XXXXX, fantastic
heart blows up, too full!!!!!
on the phone with XXXXX
near fayetteville and dover
our friendship prevails
on the phone with XXXXX
long drive—thankfully feels ever so short!
the loving voices of friends!!
breath, hot on my neck
he didn’t want to stay here
have a nice life pal
fat dart to my face
bitch i chief it in one pull
hoe i got a case
(author's note: this is about when i got a urinary tract infection when i was 6 and it hurt to pee)
stinging burning oh
what did i do to deserve
uti begone
modelo and cigs
always on my mind these days
i wrote this before
i wanna burger
and XXXX by my side
i think we could take over
XXXXX will come back
why did all the dms hit
as soon as i left
i’m getting feltners right now
god i love this place
i wish my friends were withme
my two brothers
luh u so hard twins
xoxo 💋
memories can never be forgotten
i try to forget what we had
but maybe i don’t want to
even if it makes me sad
day off tomorrow
selfies are so fucking back
wish for more tonight
young student i am ,
learning from the goats of this shi,
me a poet type shit
he's a dope fella
he's never a fart smella
his name is XXXXXXX of course
we smoke cigarettes
ozzy osbourne has passed away
at least he sat in the throne
one last time. london bells
i wake up to a new day
much to my heart’s dismay
there’s static in my head
things i should’ve left unsaid
why did she have to stay?
1984
i’m no stranger to spying
she says we’re perfect
i’m lying about my sign
stars are aligning
i need this w
souls games to distract me soul
ironic that is
fried my brain like an egg
trying to remember what i said
last night seems to be a blur
my speech was very slurred
again i’m alive wishing i was dead
XXXXXXX, love, beware
that game is so freaking hard
fromsoft ain’t no joke
more to play with this way now
tradition is lame
let’s push the boundaries now
dropped my phone in lake…
twenty four hours of written haikus…
lost to the pencil
please help me move out
we will have pizza and beer
please help me move out
XXXXX wants to hear
but which device to select
which ones do yall have
i awake still tired
my head pounds and my neck creaks
a new day is here
it is four at dawn
i can’t find the sheep to count
slumber finds me well
my mother asks me
why does your heart ache always
how can i profess ?
i miss y’all dearly
can’t wait to fill apartment
smile among chatter
drinking ipas
tonight was rougher than most
tomorrow will rule
at my fuck ass job
but this time as a diner
misfortune finds me
today XXXX lied about phish…
your reverse contrarian behavior disgusts me large…
how do we move forward??
XXXXs strings play beautifully today
revoking some of the never ending despair…
although elliott is despair itself
good night to my loves.
may our hearts always live on
and stars shine down grins
words are not my strength
but i feel confident here
pool of words, endless.
just ate spaghetti squash
bet you irish fucker is jealous af
and XXXX could never…
superman is now woke
it wonders if liberals can fly too…
perhaps in the right conditions
bitch i fuck thick hoes
and i smoke fat dope, you can
smell it on my jorts
reckless i can be
but it’s on purpose for me
my body is young
i smash into walls
the blood drips into my eyes
the pain feels damn good
hawk tuah hawk tuah yeah
haiku hawk hawk tuah hawk tuah
dubai chocolate yummy
brainrot labubu
corny ahh 😂😂
bitch my head hurts, good onnat
no smashing for me
i feel a great pain
everyday is suffering
ain’t all that bad honestly
just like to complain
i dreamt of a woman
who will never love me back
my head bashes the walls
the throbbing will never stop
drinking won’t either!
going to idle valley show
the 30th will be full of joy!!
see all you fuckers then
takin a shower
diggin in my soapy butt
damn dat feels so good
lost a friend today
life was bleeding new colors
is this happiness?
my toes will not work
all i want is to keep moving
taking big steps for you
(author's note: in honor of my breakfast today)
a bacon egg and cheese
always the most perfect combination for me
i always think of her
auto correct in
my phone shows me a name i
haven’t heard in years
scraping against me
i feel it coming faster
father redeem me
there is a picture
impossible to forget
us laughing with joy
in my heart i know for sure
i am loved by you
i walk over green grass
fed by dead men’s bones and flesh
i hear the birds chirp
for my first haiku
entertainment comes within
let’s start this party
empty and bothered
watching the water quiet
on the corner numb and fall
ing through without you
shall we give five lines a try?
four bear seven syllables
i’m on my fifteen minutes
i’m Smoking a cigarette
hate the life i live
surrounded by water
i feel loved
please don’t let go
a hot wind blows through
and i remember the pool
i used to play in
karaoke night
modelos and cigarettes
i’ll never forget
does it ever get any better
can’t wait til we’re all together
hot dog and modelo night
things can be very hard
that doesn’t mean you aren’t loved
i love you always
XXXXX king of sex
you open, open the doors
walgreensneeds you pal
i open today
it is six forty five yup
kill me now sounds good?
good morning jason
what time is it there baby
tell me!! tell me now!!
twelve sixteen pm
i walked back from a book store
listening to love
buying irish gifts
could’ve spent that money on food
but i love smiling
good night to the birds
good night to the trees, good night
to love, overseas
pants keep falling down
punch a new hole in my belt
the fourth of its kind
good night sweet XXXXX,
XXXXXXX too, you have partied
a great day awaits
a wonderful night
bbg it’s all u, and
a finger tooth brush
i miss a girlfriend
not mine, but in different lives
maybe she could be
i’m in a girls bed
it could be a bit wider
but twin i’ll settle
i forget to breathe
when i choke, i remember
someone waits for me
i’m drunk on the couch
celebrated the show!
how did this happen again
things are pretty good
they have begun to look up
always a surprise
laughter rings in ears
bottle caps clink on tables
a life i hold dear
heart ache is normal
don’t forget a friends love heals
you’re never alone ❤
i miss you all lots
thinking about you daily
stay safe, love you all
fuck massachusetts
miss you guys all of the time
not paid nuff for this
my mouse fucking broke
turn off computer and pray
mouse works now, yippee!
(author's note: the emojiku)
diggin in my 🍑
🍆 too fat, need a new ⛏️
there has to be 💰
(author's note: the emojiku)
hey buddy dad here
hope you have an awesome day
evil gang 😈 😈
(author's note: for my friends far and near)
we haven’t talked
i hope things are okay for you
get home safe always
XXXXX so lovely
XXXXXX and XXXXX, XXXX too
can’t forget XXXXXXX
diggin in, yup! my butt
hit the prostate, oh my god
tear rolls down my cheek
bit by a zombie
have to take a piss real bad
look down, no penis
my name is XXXXXXX ,
i don’t like chocolate starfish
i forgot to wipe.